Sometimes I get so excited about things that I can't sleep. Sometimes I get so stressed about things that I can't sleep. Sometimes I get onto cleaning or organizing or on the opposite side, watching tv... That I can't sleep. And then there is the fact that I have a baby.. This also leads to not sleeping. Not because she doesn't sleep - she does. But something about it makes me not sleep. Ha!
And so the no sleeping has been going on now for quite some time. It's not really fair to be frustrated at my husband about it... After all, it's not his fault.
When I was single, I had a no electronics after 8 rule. This is really hard to stick to with work and a baby... If I get home at 6, I'm bathing and feeding her before I put her down. If I get home at 7 or 7:30, it's straight to bed she goes. Neither leaves a lot of time before 8pm to get some TV or computer time in. And so, here I am... 1:14 AM and I am writing.
Yeah, it's dumb. Ev will be up in less than 6 hours for sure. Less than 5 actually... I have to be at work in less than 8... I mean, I'm pretty much winning here. And yet, I don't actually think this is an abnormal thing. Maybe it is. I have no clue. My mommy friend Rolodex is pathetic at best. C'mon people. Have some babies already!!
Ok, but really. I'm going to figure out how to get in bed at a normal hour while still having a little computer time, because before I know it I'm going to have to be taking Ev to school. Somehow I don't think I'll like waking up to get her there anymore than I liked waking up to get myself there...